Harder than thought it would be

A month is gone now. Everybody talking to me how well I setteld in. The times I am sad and speaking aloud about it all the people around me tell me stuff like: I shouldn't see things so negative, being open minded, not thinking to much about Australia,... I am puting up agood face on the matter.
Here is the onjective view of things in the moment: I live in my old room in my mother's flat, ended my relationship, the grey and rainy weathe makes me depressive and I am starting again in the job I don't like...

This blog seems to be the only possibility to speak about my sentiments. So don't be cross with me when there is no funny post in the next weeks.