Real TOEFL

As I told previously, I attended a preparation course for the TOEFL Test. That seemed to be worth the money I spend on it - till yesterday!
I did the real TOEFL yesterday.
What a shit! The reading texts were much more difficult than anyone I have read before. When I had 15 minutes left during the preparation tests, this time I was happy when I finished the tasks in time. There was no time left to re - read my answers!
I went on like that. I got stuck several times in the speaking time and there was even one question I didn't understand at all...
The listening was okay but the writing was another disaster: First, I was stuck when I had to write down in what way a lecture opposed the thesis given in a text.
The second essey should be the easier one as it is an essey to write about an independant task. I had no difficulties to point out my opinion but I coulnd't find any substantiations for my point of view. I ended up with 230 words when 300 were recommended and my feeling is bad.
I really hope that not that is judged what I wrote down and said but the way I did it....
In fact, I just need to get 80 points (that is the target for enrolling to the study)- but right now I feel like I'd consider myself happy when claiming 30 points.

Keep your fingers crossed!!!